Seeking Solace

The whole of Friday from morning till evening was spent watching Lord of The Rings. This trilogy is my most favorite movie of all time and probably until the end of time. Never have the trilogy failed in bringing tears to my eyes. Never has it failed to touch my heart over and over again. I really admire Eragon’s courage and vulnerability. Besides that, I love Orlando Bloom, bimbotically speaking. Heh.

Oh yes, LOTR really helps cheer me up in times when I’m down and out and feel like giving up. The trilogy reminds me that there is always hope even in times when things/situations/circumstances prove otherwise. That I should fight for the life that I want even if it means making use of every ounce of my strength and even when I’m left hanging on the last thread of tiny hope and the future seems bleak, I shall not falter.

There have been instances in my life when all I wanted to do was to run away from the people I know because my heart feels so much lighter without the pressure surrounding me. I have always been good at running away and I have been running for too long. This time round, I want to hold my ground for a little bit longer. Maybe I’ll escape and run away for a little while but I’ll make it a habit to always come back and face the music life has in store for me. For each time that I turn to come back, I know I’ll be able to hold the ground for much longer than before. It’s time I came back to solid ground, it’s time.. I need to touch base and stop living among the clouds.

ANYWAYS, dinner at Newton was yummyliciously good. Filled my tummy with carrot cake and oyster omelette. After which, all of us had Ben&Jerry’s for dessert. I have no idea why I was quite lethargic tonight. Didn’t have much energy nor mood to have fun. I did have fun tho. Sighs, maybe I’m just tired.

My heart is for me to keep now that it’s whole again. Only for me.

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